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Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Gimme a "C!"

That's right. . . .we're up to plan "C" in this journey.

Mr. Personality, or rather "Doctor" Personality called a few minutes ago, and informed me that the pathologist is not able to give a 100% sure "all clear" sign until a more complete biopsy is done. That's right, I get to do this again. Only this time, it will be at the HOSPITAL. And, I believe Dr. Personality will be doing the procedure.

I have to be honest and admit that I am disappointed.
I have to be totally honest and admit that I am scared.
I have to be brutally honest and say that I feel a bit let down.

But, I have to be humbly honest and submit to whatever God is attempting to teach me through this. I heard a song the other day, and I liked it enough to try to find it for our worship team. The words are:

Hide me now
Under Your wings
Cover me
Within Your mighty hand
When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with You above the storm
Father You are King over the flood
I will be still and know You are God
Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know His power
In quietness and trust
When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with You above the storm
Father You are King over the flood
I will be still and know You are God
"Still" by Reuben Morgan (Hillsongs)

He is King over the flood. . . even though it feels like it's about to overtake me. I need to be still. I need to rest. I need to remember.

Thanks for listening. . .and all the prayers are pretty special, too!


Blogger 20Birds said...

Plan C... completely all clear... I said what i wanted to in my email... session 2 of the study told me that we are to beleive Him more... not less because of this...

3:19 PM  
Blogger Helen Hancock said...

OH Angie! Not knowing is just horrible. The mind plays games with you. Just hang in there. You are strong and all will be well. Big (((HUGS)) to you my friend.

4:04 PM  
Anonymous jules said...

Praying for you. Not knowing is maddening!!! I hope for a speedy procedure and results...

8:19 PM  
Anonymous Julaine said...

Praying for you my friend. Love, Julaine

8:53 PM  
Anonymous Jane said...

On your side. Been there and waiting with you.

9:19 PM  
Blogger Steve said...

C is for Courage (you have it)
C is for Cancer-free (we're praying for it)
C is for Christ (He bears your burdens)
C is for Comedy (you do it in the midst of it)
C is for Change ('nuff said)
C is for Cliff-hanger (had enough of those, thanks)
C is for Community (the outpouring of support)
C is for Church (near and far, all praying for you)

Pick your plan C. There is more than one right answer.

11:34 PM  
Blogger Kate said...

I am so sorry you can't relax just yet. Lots of love and hugs (and prayers) to you and yours xx

5:46 AM  
Anonymous Judy said...

Remember one step at a time.
Steve's comment is wonderful, there is more than one right answer.
You are still in my prayers.

9:07 AM  
Blogger Mellykat said...

Yeah...all that stuff Steve said!
Go Steve!
You're always in my brain...and prayers.
Melly :)

2:18 AM  

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