Good Golly Buddy Holly

She hasn't told me what yet. I believe it's some sort of Christmas surprise. . . ? My friend Beth has been asking for photos in recent days. I sent her most of the pics from Saturday's blog entry (plus a few more for good measure). As you might imagine, a good portion of those pictures were of Caroline.

After receiving them, she graciously pointed out that she needed pictures of "the boy" as well. So tonight, while procrastinating some of the work I brought home, I dug out (digitally) pictures for her. After weeding through hundreds of pictures, I realized that I needed to dig myself out of the (PMS induced) pity party I was enjoying, and realize just how blessed I am.

Maybe it was the Christmas music playing in the background. . . or the fact that Mark had taken the kids out for some shopping and supper to give me some much-needed space. . .or the scent (and non-scent) of the 10 or so candles I've lit. . . I'm not sure what it was. But, I was moved to tears to realize that I don't deserve these kids. I don't deserve my husband. I certainly don't deserve the love of my extended family. And, at this time of year, I realize very humbly, that I don't deserve a Savior.

. . .and yet, I've been blessed by all these things. Here are some of the pictures that brought about this epiphany.

Caroline & Edison - Christmas 2005. The year of the flu bug. Both were recovering when this picture was taken. Mark would come down with the flu about 3 hours later.

There was just something about this girl from the minute she arrived on the scene. She still stops on every trip through the kitchen to gaze at herself--whether in the dishwasher or the oven door.

While Caroline was recovering from her open heart surgery, Edison went to Build a Bear Workshop and made her the teddy bear (the shirt says "Princess") and the dog for himself.

But, this was the picture that got to me. I realized just how far we've come in the past three years. . .or the past thirteen. God has given me two uniquely wonderful children. These two are best friends, partners, and lifelong buddies. I could NEVER ask for more.

Hey, did I mention? You're blessed too. Want proof? Go find yourself some pictures. I guarantee you'll find a blessing!